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won’t like me that much. The first time we talked I was with a guitar and it got his attention. I still can’t play that good and he has caught up and is doing alot better than me. I want to get a tutor for my own self but also so I can be my bf’s perfect rock goddess. I feel like maybe he will like any other girl who can play guitar better. Why do I feel so bad about myself for not being able to play that good? I use to want to do it for myself but now also for being good enough for my bf. I also can’t skateboard and I am not all that exciting. All him and I have done is make out and I don’t want to feel like I am not fun or adventurous for him. He says he doesn’t care about making out but I want to prove to myself that he doesn’t only like me for certain stuff and for just being my stupid self.

It must be Ok for ME to be teengae goddess because it feels so good in my soul. I want no worship from humans. I feel soooo special. I dont feel like Im down in the mud of self…I feel like Im on exhibit at an art museum by a super artist…ONE of his paintings under soft lights….only to be admired as WORK DONE BY HIM…not by me…I am simply Him transfered to an individual place so He can say ” look! I did this. Worship me by looking at her and be in awe that I made her “.By seeing me as a teenage goddess my appearance causes any or everyone to turn and look at and adore Jesus…not me.Im like a Delorean car lets say. You see the car you think of the man who made me because I bear His name.I am His creation.Please give me ur opinion.

who would you like to be if you were given the chance to come back to life as ? what would you change about your self to not make the same mistake as you did before?

Now if you were God and you thought men and women should only have a monogamous relationship, why would you create self polinating plants, plants with male and female parts, animals, bugs, fish, turtles, and trees all doing their own thing? Why would you give all men and women hormones of both? Wouldn’t you provide examples that met your approval?

Either God is a practical joker or sexual repression is man’s invention. It must be man’s invention since the repressive rules and judgments are only hostile when applied to women. The earliest Goddesses were always fertility gods, is it not a wonder why? Perhaps these Goddesses loved the world and everything in it as it was made?

“A woman who is in the process of learning to know, accept and love herself on all levels, Mind Body and Spirit. A woman who, because she focuses on personal growth and self awareness, experiences a life, increasingly filled with peace, love, joy, passion and fun. A woman that understands that she has unlimited capacity to make her life anything she wants. A woman who is inspired to give to those around her our of her sense of gratitude and abundance.” by Selina Fenech Music by Enigma “The Eyes of Truth” Kasha Mama Creations

Do all gods and goddesses come form the same source or are they self created?